what if ?

How about if I were a doctor or interior designer? would i made my life better and brighter?
Have any of u, in one stage of your life, ever questioning whether the decision you made in the past were the right one ?


it's not a regret that I'm trying to draw here... it's not.
a friend just told me, never curious with the ending... go with it cos the end will eventually come at the right time!

a while ago when I was about to enroll university, there were some subjects that I put interest in. Although at that time I didn't have a clue that the decision I made that day will determine my entire life! literally--for me at least. Somehow, I accepted in Faculty of Communication...lead to Journalism study...lead to Radio Production and Management. I used to be so bloody proud for being a journalist wrapped in idealism... utopia one. Bathed in a rainbow of confetti of a perfect picture, and always have had a believe that I am a great writer *smirking ironically* let alone great writer, I'm not even certain tht I am a good typist! And so the question popped up; WHAT IF ?