Thursday, Feb 7 08
I’m in the airport lounge at this moment, waiting for my plane… yup another journey to find some answers in my life. Before I hit by this boredom, I was reading Time special edition about 2007 recap. I was reading through each page, gasping… wow.. there were billions things happened out there while I'm feeding my stupid ego. Even when I’m writing this crap now, I believe that some people in Africa dying and fight for their life or in other side of the world people got killed because of the crime or even human stupidity. Maybe, some leaders are now battling to set some strategies for the world’s peace or even to conquer Iran with its nuclear or maybe Al Gore is now in the Arctic trying to survive a polar bear life from the global warming… and… thousands new life born!
You know what I mean? and I’m here doing nothing, wasting my time, complaining why these and those… instead being a part of this human’s history! I’m ashamed with myself you know.. I can’t even figure it out what am I going to do next week… for my life for my future after I got hit by some tragedies… so ironic. I should’ve done better than this… and I know I can do better than this. No, I don’t wanna be a hero or whatsoever, I just want to live my live to the fullest. I’ve done enough stupidity with my life… and guess it’s about the time to do something good, to pursue things that are already written for me and been waiting to be fulfilled.
I want to be a part of the history… so then one day I can tell my children and grand children that my life is not a waste!
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