My Today World

this life is not "sex in the city" movie set, although I believe billion women out there analogue themselves as Carrie Bradshaw or Samantha Jones or Miranda Hobbes or even Charlotte York, ask yourself! To admit it, I was once yeah... long time ago... I would had loved being the fabolous Carry, again back then in my early twenties.

Today, I found this life is so much interesting in a complicated way than "sex in the city" at least for me... in my age.
I sat in this chic and stylish hotel this afternoon, having strawberry mojito with a friend who work for the hotel. She asked me how old am I... then the conversation was leading to how difficult to keep Mr Right.

Finding one is not as tough as keeping, she said. She is married and five years older than me...
When I said; "ohh I feel old..." she was smiling and said; "you r not.. it's your golden moment to cherish the life!"
She was having her lemon tea and continued: "when I was in your age,.........."

"really ?"
I then looked at the view outside... it was a beautiful dusk
Am I this blind ? Am I too conventional ? Am I too reclusive ?
Why these women have so much fun ? And I'm stuck in front of my Mcbook like every single second?

"When you work hard you have to play hard as well, for the sake of your mind and soul!" a friend told me that.
She was the Director of PR in this renowned and prominence company. She is in her thirties, hard worker yet she's been having so much with her life! "How come you go to this lounge like twice a week in weekday?"
"why not ?"
why not ? yeah... she was right

My married friend said that it's very difficult to resist the temptation especially when you work on the company that requires you to meet many people. Marriage and love are the things that you can't take it for granted!
That's why this friend decided to get married on her late 29. A time when she thought she knew how to hold her self in.

Meanwhile my single friend, she still loves to play around... I think she just live her life to the fullest! She likes being surrounded by Mr Big! and why you have to be settled in a marriage that will gives you another headache that you can't run away from when you can get whatever you want and throw it away when it rusts?

"There are many McYummies outside darling... and they are all want to have fun, celebrate it!" they both said.

When you are surrounded by Samantha Jones in your life, you'll probably think that being Charlotte York is very wrong!

The last time I had party was last night, PRESTIGE GALA and it was a blast! I was having so much fun indeed... I danced and laughed with my friends and some people I know during my job as a writer from the CEOs till designers... I put my best dress and made up beautifully... I fell so good! Although after a while I sat in a white soften fur sofa and talked with a friend what the hell are these people doing after this party ? why they really want to be in the spotlight... they laugh caused by the alcohol and then what ??? somehow in a particular moment my cynicism came out!

Indeed, hundred of Mr Bigs were there and hundred of Samantha Jones were there too...
As Miranda Hobbes I brimmed over with some cynical words!
I hope I was wrong!

Is that true that the men out there are more like Joey than Ross ?

My friend told me last nite that why the man that she's been crushed on hasn't said the three words or ask to go to the next level ? This man is successful one, busy with his job, in his forties, eligible bachelor if you want to say...
"It seems that he has been playing the game, it's tiring! one day I feel being needed the other day I'm ignored.."
confusion

.... How many men who play black jack ?

My friend gave me this DVD couple days ago, she said: "The screenplay reminds me of you."
Me ? I mean like why on earth has to have a resonance with my life ?

I watched the movie eventually driven by my curiosity... and...
DAMN!
that movie is my real life in some ways! not my whole life but it pictures some sequels in my life lately!

My question [again]: Why there are more and more Mr Big, Joey and McSteamy in this world ?
Soo unfair...
Whilst at the same time, there are many cinderellas outside who dream to find their prince charming!

You gorgeous men out there, is love only about a manipulation of mind for you?
Oh My....!
He's so damn right!
nice and sweet woman is boring!