madness

why oh why... when u have too many things on your plate u just dunno how to start ! why ????
i'm bit drama queen now, i have billion articles need to be done before i take off for my end-year holiday, but like now-i'm stuck! it's crazy u know... i'm freaking out! and i'm broke also... what a perfect combination, eh ??

this morning i struggled to arrange my roses... u'll understand if u pop-in my room.... roses everywhere hahaha... think it's more than 500 roses now. well... i do keep all the roses given by my bf.. hahaha don't ask why, i collect memorable things u know.. indeed many of them are dried, hence i transformed them became poutporry =p

my family back home is throwing a surprise party for my brother now and i am stuck here in front of my macbook! ironic! my bf is with his family as well now in sweden... hmmm... i'm lonesome ! what happen with my life today ? i don't even know my kos-mate u know... well i met them couple of times to say "hi&bye" and that's it i don't know their name and i'm sure they don't get bother to get to know my name either *sigh* tragic!

i spend most of my times in the office, that's my life i guess. Thank's God i have amazing friends there, in contrary the owner like a jackass, he treats us like dirt and slave! what a perfect life! sometime i'm thinking why i have to work in a palce where the owner desn't even give a shit bout my existence... doesn't he realise that without my articles his magz won't be able to published... well missing at least 15 pages !ridicolous! indeed the reason why i'm staying is my editor... he asked me to stay! and since he's a very good editor yeah.. i stay for my own sake, have so many things to learn from him.

so do envy my life ! perfect job with heartless boss, anti-sosial life and... long distance relationship!