Friday, 17 August 2007

a fine morning ...PLEASE

I kind of person who believe in the power of a delicate morning. The mood you r in when you awake will easily define the feel of the remaining day. Lately, I wake up in very unpleasant way...
I don't know what's wrong with some people, they text 'bout bad news early in the morning! seriously, can't u wait for couple more hours ??? seriously! 
And, therefore I've been so strain lately... grumpy and cranky!! my friends at work they know me very well especially with 
my new habit, swearing all the time...=( i'm not happy with this... seriously...
bad news for this day which i received at 5 am was... my mom's best friend is passed away.
Innalilalahi wainailaihi rojiun.... she was admirable woman, she always considered me as her
own daughter... When she travelled, she always remembered to buy me souvenir, some times
when I'm home she sent some cookies or my favourite 'pandan' cake... so lovely.
This friend of mine, Evi or usually called Cepik, we used to be very very close when we were
in high school, even we went to Oz for holiday together... somehow due with our chaotic life we don't get in touch that intense... evenmore she is a mother of lil cute Keisya now...
she is enjoying her motherhood life and me with my head over hell single woman's life...
quite different struggle... yet... she remains the best friend of mine.. though i can't say
i'm a good friend of her anymore... (maybe for other people as well...) ...
so funny how ourselves change in a way huh... the mingle socialize girl has turned to be a cynical solitude woman.
anyway... so sad knowing the fact that i can't go to the funeral since it'll be held in Yogya.
My deepest condolence for Cepik and her family and sincere prays for her mom. Somehow I just believe that He'll take care of her better... Amien.
time flies... Cepik' mom has just passed away, in unexpected time...
bad news never had a good timing huh ? 


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