Saturday, 15 September 2007

silver lining...

I had a very very very bad day yesterday... very bad... how bad ? well in the scale of 0-10 it was 8! seriously for the first time in my life I let myself cried in front of other people...I just can't hold it anymore, I did try very hard, but I was so upset! Yet, like what people say, "semua pasti ada hikmahnya" and it's very right indeed! At that time I realised that I have great friends at the office.... they are wicked! I feel I belong to them... they made me thousands times better! and It touched me a lot!
they defended my silver lining... and somehow it actualy made me even more sad =( I'm devastated... this is the time when I have to be smart and wise to make a decision... and it's indeed very very very difficult. I never thought it'll be this difficult!
*sigh* I just want to take this time to say THANK YOU for all my friends who hold me up yesterday, I realise that; they keep me going this far... I'm so grateful and thankful that I have them! U rock congssssss!!!! =)

What's lingering in my head now is this lyrics from Kenny Rogers : "You got to know when to hold em, know when to fold em, Know when to walk away and know when to run. "

.... and I guess is about the time to walk away and definitely with my dignity and my chin up! *sigh*

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