decided to stay at Buncil's house last night since no electricity plus no water at my flat... (aha!) talked till very late about our fearness of living in today society and Jakarta to be precise. Yup, both of us share the same fearness... bout men, lifestyle, marriage...
I don't know whether it is categorized as a twenty something crisis but... somehow we both discover that this is a wild world and grow up is sucks! Reminiscing the old days, back when we were in uni everything was so simple... we somehow cognized that there are some realities, the cruel and mean ones yet... it was just too far from our life... and fell unreal, u know what I mean ? 'n when we grow up then we understand that these are real 'n it happens just next to us, ...'n that's scary!!! as Maroon 5 says... it's getting harder 'n harder to breathe!
trusting men today becomes the hardest thing to do... we never know !maybe they have a good outer layer but how about the inner layers? they say they love u with all their heart then they cheat on u on ur back 'n still they say they love u!!!! that's bullshit!! love doesn't hurt !!!
like yesterday I was havin my lunch alone at Chopstix, there were two middle age men (married) sitting next to me n they talked like they were the perfect species on earth! they... considered woman as a thing!!! sooo disgraceful and very much unappropriate. I was suddenly loosing my appetite 'n left my tom yum away ! I really wanted to kick their d**k u know... All I could think is I feel sorry for their wives and their children... 'n I believe many of these losers out there! ...cheating is becomes soooo usual 'n casual even a lifestyle! I used to believe in love 'n relationship, so much... the commitment, the loyalty, the honesty, all the ingredients needed I could cope it very well... used to! but then... BOOM reality checks!!! since then... all the things related to love 'n relationship are merely nice 'n sweet in words... thus marriage becomes a nightmare for me!
'n u know what the sweet 'n great escape from all those ? being a workaholic! ...
play like a man 'n celebrate their stupidity!
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