Thursday, 21 June 2007

absolute happiness

can we get our own happiness without other people' involvement ?

for this long I let my self distracted by many things, some elements outside my ownself... by people, by things. I somehow realise, why i've been having this kind of feeling; depress, bum out... n such, one thing for sure that I let other people to control my feeling; the joy, the gloom,... and for some times i've been trying to give a picture perfect of "this" thing. And what i get in the end ? broken hearted because i trick my own self, telling the things which is counterfeit. Yet... it won't last long enough 'cos i'm not fool enough !

i really want to have my own happiness... without relying something or someone else. So damn tiring u know...
i want to see and feel my heart smile again... at its purity.
i know it'll be so nice when we could be liberated and create our own happiness. glorifying moment, indeed!

when and how ?
u tell me...

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