a hope

This is the first time I don't really know what am I going to write here... strange. Well did something stupid last night, spent a million for ridicolous reason!!! Last night was very bad... my flu was getting worst, all my body was aching, my brain was stuck, was feeling so blue... still had to think where should I sleep, yada yada yada...
things seems so brittle... n suddenly I fell something warmth flow from my eyes... I cried.

wish that all the burden inside will melt away along with the tears... lighten up the clog.

This morning when I drove to the office, I smiled. U know that sometime the unexpected thing could make ur day 'n give u a new reason to go on? something simple yet beautiful ... a hope.

That's what I learn these recent days actually. When u know u have a hope u can't wait to face tomorrow 'n see whether ur hope will turn to be a reality or u still have to wait n hope... n watering the seeds... u know what I mean? having a tomorrow picture is nice... somehow make u understand why u r still here in this world... cos there's something need to be fulfilled.

hmm... a simple hope of me: electricity works along with the water !!!